August 2010
It takes something more this time.
THEY’RE TURNING US INTO MONSTERS. TURNING US INTO FIRE.
The streets outside your window overflooded. People staring they know you’ve been broken. Repeatedly reminded by the looks on their faces. Ignore them tonight and you’ll be alright. We’ll cast some light and you’ll be alright.
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And I know that time heals all things. But it feels like time kills all things bad about you.
In the past 24 hours I have nearly been bashed, taser gunned to the floor, mauled by the dog squad, I climbed a fence and dislocated my hip, hid in a boat shed for a good 43 hours, got on a bus and got off again within 4 seconds, walked 35 kilometers, ripped my pants in an inappropriate area, chained smoked 7 different kinds of cigarettes, did wee wee’s in a grannys garden and caught a bus...
Fuck diz, im going out.
deep inside the ever spinning tell me does it feel it’s not good unless it’s real insides burning wild eye turning tin wheel running from it i’ll take care of you if you ask me to.
fuck everybody
fuck you
fuck me
fuck things
just fuck it all
dont stop fucking it
because nothing will ever get better
and nothing actually lasts forever
so you may aswel fuck it
for a good 10 hours or so.
And I know you're coming in the night like a thief,
But I've had some time alone to hone my lying technique.
And I know you think that I'm someone you can trust,
But I'm scared I'll get scared and I swear I'll try to nail you back.
So do you think that we could work out a sign?
So I'll know it's you and that it's over, so I won't even try.
I know you're coming for the people like me.
I like it when my neighbor blatantly stares at my tits.
